Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Decisions, Decisions

So I meant to blog yesterday but I fell asleep .. and then I meant to blog the day before but my power went out. So fingers crossed I'll finish this blog.

I've decided that I'm going to continue blogging, I'm sure that within the upcoming months with the hubby coming home and the PCS move I'll prolly need to vent and bitch. My current blogs may be as spuratic as they are now.. but they'll be around.

Next I've decided that I'm quitting my job. Probably not long after Christmas, my date is very tentative. I love my job but my last few months here, I'd really like to be able to spend it with the Hub, the punkin and really just enjoy Hawaii. Once I get back over to the mainland I'm sure I'll start back up again.. maybe even try something different. I'm not sure what but I guess time will tell.

I'm just getting to the point where I'm ready to move on from here. Once I finally leave here, I will never come back.

Hawaii has been a huge part of my life for the last ten years but the memories and friends (Good and bad) will be with me forever but I'm ready for it all to finally be in the past. A lot of my memories here ....I basically was alone. Yet, there are some memories that no matter how hard I try.. they ain't going anywhere. I also know that once I leave here there will be some people that I will never keep in touch with... that's sad to me but a fact of life. Another sad fact is.. I'm kinda okay with that.

I'm ready to go.


Lindsay said...

I totally know the feeling. I just kind of feel like I'm just getting by here until we know if *R* gets into the OSI program and where we are off to next, THEN I can really start my life.

I know I need to live more in the now, but it's hard when you know your leaving soon!

KJ said...

I'm glad you're going to continue blogging! Sounds like you have the right outlook on everything and you're being very realistic, which is great! I'm happy you'll be able to spend more time with the hubs and the punkin soon - it can't be easy to quit something you've put so much work into but I'm sure you're doing whats best for you and your family!! :)

jlc said...

I'd def take some time off to enjoy this chapter of my life. Especially since it's ending so soon!

Please please please post some pics on here for those of us not as lucky!! ;)

The Mrs. said...

enjoy hawaii! Especially the stark abscene of snow, youll be seeing a lot of that soon.